Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Well, the best thing about this is.... I have written this!!

ज़िंदगी को जीते जीते, कुछ ऐसे आगे बढ़ गये,
मूड क्रर् जो देखा, तो अपने ही खो गये

सागर मे बहते बहते कुछ ऐसे कश्ती खो गयी
किनारा जो देखा तो हैरा से हो गये

कांटो की हमको अब कुछ ऐसी आदत हो गयी
फूलो को देखा तो नाराज़ हो गये

ज़िंदगी को जीते जीते कुछ ऐसे आगे बढ़ गये
मूड क्रर् जो देखा तो मंज़र ही गुम गये

Saturday, May 22, 2010

The Gibb's Phenomenon of Life

My vision had blurred me. My hearing had ditched me. My heart had decieved , or may be- for the first time, my mind had answered- 'Reality'. Papa always told me- The world is not that good , dear! And I had always smiled and answered back- papa, Delhi High Court has made you a suspicious person, See it from my eyes, The world is pretty and full of happiness, just happiness!

Three years in Engineering, now I feel, had I seen it from his eyes, I would have been less hurt. But fools always learn about fire after it burns them. Caring for others, I forgot care, loving others, I forgot love, liking people, I forgot likeliness, transforming others, I am myself on the verge of transformation.
And today looking back, let me say that in the words of my favourite subject, my mentor's subject, the craving for Infinite Impulse response kills, sometimes you need to use windows to cut down responses to make it compatible with your heart's processing capability. And remember not to use Rectangular Window, sharp responses and ripples suck, it is better to use Hann, the response has to taper down, because the Gibb's phenomenon in life is very important. Care for that!!!

Friday, May 21, 2010

EXAMS!! Oh!!

EXtra-ordinarily Abominable Monotonous States of life!!! How true that definition will be!! Exams that I have been rightfully giving since the last three years that I have been a part of this dicsipline called Engineering. Before one goes, the next comes over, life seems less, syllabus more. Night and day, no talks, 8 in the morning to 2 at night , without breaks and with two meals, that's how I define my Exam life. Seems difficult!!
But is it actually difficult? No, unfortunately not! Life has always bigger in store for you, I feel when real exams come, things often start failing. Because the real exams in life are not about whether you solved those big DSP questions or you crammed the concepts of Telecommunications, it is all about that little thing that people like you and me call 'Heart'. It is not about the stability of that Z and the causal function, it is about the stability of your soul. So, big people, watch out for little exams, not the ones where you get marks for pen and paper, but for that exam where marksheets are made in heaven.