LOOKING BACK

Life is long or small, I know not, but it is not the same ever, it’s dynamic, the moment I turn back, I realize how it changes with the speed more than my core duo! Most of the people, I have met are running with the same pace, quick, everything from breakfast to dinner, from morning walks to evening talks is fast, no time to stop. May be that’s why I never want to be like them, I want to be stable , and allow myself the time to at least look back...

For these 35 days, 9 Jan-13 Feb, I had not spoken to anyone, and my life was about getting at 8 in the morning and sleeping at 3 .30 night, studying whole day with two ten minutes breaks for my lunch and dinner, and that’s the perfect definition of “AWFUL”. And that’s what exactly life turns when you don’t talk to your best people... But all the time, whatever I have been, good or bad, concerned or detached there have been a few who have kept me alive, who have kept me happy, this one’s for them...

Papa, because I know I am your life, my smile makes you happy and my tears make you sad, because you have kept me happy, and because of you, I never had to wish, you gave me everything before I asked for it, because you can read my mind even if I am mute, because your Urdu shayari brings me smiles always, because papa, you will always be the best man in my life, and that’s never going to change....

Mummy, for ..... being so graciously my Mom. Because you have always pacified me, because you have always stood besides me, because you have smiled in all situations, because you have made me a fine person, because your belief in me is my strength , and most importantly, because you have made me Rajma Chawal all the time I have asked for itJ

Grandma, because you have cared for me, because you have blessed me, because you have always told me what’s right , because you have kept me stable, because you have been so enchanting even at your age....

My professors for having shown the faith in me that I could do it, for telling me the value of truth and making me follow it, in an Institution where it was almost impossible! For helping me every time I needed your help, for being so wonderfully ideal that I always wanted to follow your footsteps.

And lastly, to my friends, for bearing with me , even when my phone was silent for the whole day, for smiling even after lots of fighting, for not having been annoyed with me even when I was damn tensed, for bearing with my temper, for letting me know that you were always there...

For all of you, be there... It makes me feel blessed....